we get there at like, 12 ish . when it comes to one, they're not even there ! then they tweeted saying that they were gonna be there at 7 . ugh, got fucking pissed off . a whole bunch of people left . waited for a whole day . dion got to say until 8 (at least) and her brother was gonna pick us up . i could've stayed, but nooooo . my mom's just lame like that and made me freaking go home . ugh . i didn't wanna get in trouble . i was just sitting there trying to make a decision and all of a sudden i just start to fucking cry . ugh ... so, i went home instead . so fucking disappointed and pissed off . VFC owes me for this .
time to vent:
- i wish i was fucking older so i can stay out later .
- i wish my mom wasn't lame like that . i wish she could be more reasonable .
- i wish i can fucking drive already .
- why didn't VFC fucking come at 1 like they said ?
- if they weren't going to come at 1, why did they even fucking say it ?
- if they came at 1, everything would've gone well .
- i wanna fucking go to the oasis theater tomorrow .
- why did i even bother waiting ?
- why do i even bother ?
- i couldn't do pauline's birthday project cause i had to fucking leave and cause they didn't come .
- and i really wanted fucking see them today .
i mean, i still love them . but i'm just fucking disappointed and pissed off right now . & i got in trouble .
pauline, dion, and zora:
i'm sorry for making you guys leave . i know you guys care more about me than VFC, but i feel really bad . you guys could've stayed . i could've just went home alone . and yes i know, what you guys would've said if i told you i was gonna go home alone . i'm really sorry . i'll make it up to you guys ... somehow . and don't say "you don't have to ." cause you know i will no matter what .
but i laughed a lot today . thanks to: pauline, dion, zora, & patricia . ♥
btw, sorry for all the cussing, but can you blame me ?
